pardon my prideA Poem by Level-headed
Maybe its true
I follow my own rules And I don't have a clue to what it means to be you And dwell in your world And be that girl who smokes and drinks and hurls it Night after night With no value for anything deeper To laugh and squeal and be merry To hide all the things that run deep inside Or delete them so they don't reside Or even appear In my perfect little happy world Maybe you could teach me how to do that How I cannot feel and be sad and cry Be so distressed,I feel uncomfortable in my own skin Be so worried my heart cant ever find its resting beat So alert to hurt That I run to protect my feelings Only to break my own heart cuz I realise I have been a coward How can I not be human When this soul is still embedded in my body How can I resort to your version of normality When joy and anger and pain Run through me In indescribable intangible forms that amaze and overwhelm at the same time How do you feel real joy when those harsh pangs of pain haven't hit you Or appreciate humour when you've never cried yourself to sleep. Or love a friend unconditionally When you haven't lost someone I ask my self who's really 'living a little' The one who has delved deep into her emotions Or the one that decided to act like they aren't there. © 2015 Level-headedAuthor's Note
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Added on October 22, 2015 Last Updated on December 29, 2015 Tags: independent, human, rant Author
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