a mother's secret hopeA Story by Philip GaberI was dancing with my mother at my wedding. She was a little drunk and rattling on and on. “When I met your father he had his feet up on a desk in his
dorm room. He’d just started growing a mustache and it looked
god-awful. Sort of wispy. I knew he hadn’t, didn’t have much of a future,
work-wise. Not that taking over his father’s dry cleaning business meant he
didn’t have a future. It wasn’t my future, I can tell you that. I
shouldn’t be admitting this to you. After all these years…darling, this is your
day. And it’s been such a lovely day. Rachel is so...she truly...has wonderful
teeth... her bone structure is just... has she had her teeth capped?” “No, Mom.” “You want to know if I regret marrying your father. He’s a
good father. He drinks too much, but so do I. You resent the fact that we
don’t have any money, don’t you?” “What?” “Your father just never had any get-up-and-go. He was always
so preoccupied with his model airplanes. How does a man spend
half his life building model airplanes? He’s been trying to sell them on
eBay. Nobody wants them. It’s breaking his heart.” “Mom. . .” “Mm, you came out of me like a bat out of hell. What a funny
little thing you were. The doctor said you looked like Winston Churchill.
God, and here you are twenty-six years later. . . and you’re leaving
me.” “I’m not leaving you.” “I had so many aspirations and expectations of what our
family was going to become. Isn’t it funny how life shapes us? We truly have
no control over our own lives. The gods truly have us on strings.” “Mom, can we just dance?” “Of course we can. I was quite a good dancer when I was
younger. And I had a good voice, too. Then your father got me smoking.” She laid her head on my shoulder and fell asleep. We just stood there in the middle of the dance floor. My father approached us. “What did she, pass out?” he said. “Looks like it.” “Jesus H. Christ. Lemme have her,” he said, picking her up
in his arms and carrying her off somewhere. I sat down. Rachel joined me. “What happened?” “She just had a little too much to drink.” “Did you tell her you’re not going to take over your
father’s business?” “Not yet.” “When are you going to tell them?” I took a sip of champagne. “I’ll let you know.” Outside, my mother was just coming to as my father was
setting her on the passenger seat of his Impala. “What’s going on...are we...” “We’re just gonna sit out here for a minute,” said my
father, shutting the door, and getting in on the other side. “Oh, God,” my mother said, taking her sunglasses out of her
purse and putting them on. “Did I...Please tell me I didn’t pass out.” “Alright, I won’t tell you,” my father said. My mother groaned, obviously embarrassed. They were quiet for several minutes, and then she spoke. “They’re going to move away, Marty, you know that.” My father just nodded and went into another one of his
secret depressions. By the time I had finally gotten around to telling him I
wouldn’t be inheriting the family legacy, my father announced to us that
he was retiring from the dry cleaning business in order to devote more time
to his model airplanes. © 2024 Philip Gaber |
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Added on August 2, 2024 Last Updated on August 2, 2024 AuthorPhilip GaberCharlotte, NCAboutI hate writing biographies. I was one of those kids who rode a banana seat bike and watched Saturday morning cartoons and Soul Train. But my mother would never buy any of those sugary cereals for us k.. more..Writing
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