Not Meant to Be

They say if you love them set them free,
If they don't come back you weren't meant to be.
Were we meant to be? You and I.
It's something I can't see.
Even when we said good bye.
I hoped I'd see you again
Even if you were insane
Cause baby those feelings never died
And you and I both know we cried.

You were something in my life I missed
I'll always think back to that last kiss.
You probably thought it was a fling,
Even that time on the swing?
You drive me crazy
Nothing in my mind is right, it's always so hazy
Because you're there, talking and commenting,

I ask myself, What did I do wrong?
Cause you're back but not for the reason I hoped.
Still here I am, standing f*****g strong.
All I want to ask though is,
Are you proud of me?