Dreading Memories

It hurts when I can't speak to you

And I don't want to breathe

This could be our last goodbye

Cuz I'm not what you need

Is hurts letting go of you

And when I watch you leave

This could be our last goodbye

Cuz this thing just makes us bleed

You're stuck inside my head and heart

Gotta just accept that fact

And it's not easy letting go

I may never get you back

I think about not seeing you

I know I have to try

But I think about remembering

All I wanna do is cry

You're somebody 

I won't stop thinking of

And I'll keep wondering... Wondering if it was love

You're somebody 

I won't stop dreaming of

I'll keep on wondering... Wondering if I gave enough

I dread the memories

I dread the fantasies

I dread you haunting me in sleepless nights and in my dreams

I dread reality

You won't be there for me

All I'll have is memories and fantasies

At times we feel so right

I don't know what to do

But you deserve somebody sure

They want to be with you

Someone who won't hold in the words

"I love you"

Like I do

Reviews

[yourstruly]

It's very refreshing to know someone i don't know at all is in the exact same position as me in life.
You described the feelings so accurately. Really nice work.

[Chekochan]

Wow thank you so much. This is one of those poems I've never shared with anyone... It feels good to be able to do that here✨

[yourstruly]

I know! hahaha.. i feel that way too. And the best part is the anonymity. and a community that appreciates poems :)

[soul_transcribed]

I love this... you've written my story

[Chekochan]

Thank you! That means a lot to me💓