Broken

The consant struggle to fit in with my family.

 

The constant pretending that everything is just right with my life.

 

The constant avoiding of drama.

 

The constant temptation to throw something.

 

The constant tear sheddign agony.

 

The constant pain of lonliness.

 

The constant search for help.

 

The constant teasing.

 

The constant re-telling of my life story.

 

The constant acting like there is nothing wrong.

 

The constant emotional bursts.

 

The constant feeling that I'm useless and worthless.

 

The constant hiding alone in the corner.

 

The constant turning to music to conquer my fears.

 

Let's just face it,

I'm broken.

 

Author's Note

why am I so broken??????