Crying myself to sleep...

Crying myself to sleep everynight.

Waking up with a tear-stained pillow.

 

Silently singing my prayers to God.

Asking Him to make things better.

 

Wishing that for once,

I felt no pain.

 

The thoughts of me being gone,

thoughts of everyone being happy without me.

 

I am the darkness,

for there is no light.

 

Heartache and heartbreak

kill from within.

 

Hoping that I will soon become numb.

Thinking that there might actually be a cure for a pest such as myself.

 

I have caused nothing but pain for all those I am closest to.

The reminders linger in my mind.

 

I ache for something, for someone to rescue me.

But I hurt my prince charming.

And he is not returning.

Author's Note

Why do I always tend to shove everyone away? Is their pain always my fault? Can someone please tell me the truth?

Reviews

[joshua deathdealer]

These are demons inside you that have leeched onto you along the way that wisper these negative thoughts to you. We are smack dab in the middle of spiritual battle for the souls of mankind. Its has been going on since satan was cast from heaven. Your prayers will protect you from the onslaught but God still allows some darkness to get in because it is building character and strengthening you for a life of it. Never give up. Never let the darkness win. No matter how alluring it may be. It will suck your essence out until your a hollow reprobate. Look around they are everywhere. = truth

[Chesney W.]

thank you

[Sagar Waingankar]

It's all planned and you are left to act later! You are just a medium to complete an event. Be strong and patient to face the almighty director, as it may be a hard take! take care!

[Chesney W.]

thank you

[unshakenScene]

no its not i felt this way to before but everything got better :) if you need to talk ask me!:)

[Chesney W.]

okay,, thank you

[Aehr]

I know this feeling, trust me. you feel guilty and sad, as if you've done something real bad (hey, that rhymed. lol.) and... well its worse than death itself sometimes. But you know what?

Let. it. go.

Sometimes, we tend to feel like that for reasons which we ourselves aren't aware of. It's better to let go of these thoughts and start with a new beginning. Remember, it's always darkest before the dawn! You'll get over it, don't worry. At such a time, introspectionc is the best thing you can try, and see your faults, try to mend them, say sorry (it's hard, i know) and well.. move on! *sigh*

THINK POSITIVE....

Did I say that I know how that feels? lol.

Coming to your poem...
I like the emotion you've put into it, the reader can feel it, totally. I particularly love the last two lines, because they sum everything up pretty well.

So... nice job with the poem, and well... cheeer up!

Forever and Always
Rhea

[Chesney W.]

thank you

[Barnie14]

Welcome!

[M. Kari]

A well written poem...yes this heartache seems as if it will never end ...and for some that is the case but for most we find peace and happiness ...in time. Keep hope alive ♥

[Chesney W.]

thank you

[Barnie14]

Just go with what your heart tells you to do! Very Good

[Chesney W.]

thank you

[Victoria Elizabeth]

Very good, Chey, I love it keep it up!!

[Chesney W.]

thank you for the review...unfortunately, this is true..ive cried myself to sleep night after night wondering why my life has to suck so bad

[Victoria Elizabeth]

Me too, I know how you feel, a lot of my poetry is real life and things that have happend to me

[Chesney W.]

all my poems are my real feelings

[Victoria Elizabeth]

yea, i can tell, there really good

[Chesney W.]

well thank you so very much

[Victoria Elizabeth]

your very welcome

[Hamza]

"prince charming" ...
the word reminds me of someone who used to use this phrase ..
not for me though, though i wished it was for me ...

excellent piece and i dear say .. it has deep relevance in my life ...

:-/

[Chesney W.]

thank you for the review