Don't leave me lonley

it's me and my projections 

it's all constructed in my my own mind 

and yes the thinking then creates the lie 

creating the path that can become my demise

 

But please  don't leave me lonely 

if I sell myself for a penny 

then I cannot expected to be treated like gold 

but guess i'm silver now but sense I'm still 

giving my power away by saying too much 

about the copper and the rust 

it's me who needs to lead the way 

resurrecting in my own truth 

show the way 

or how will I ever own and hold my own worth 

or know the truth of others 

But please don't leave me lonely 

want to scream and shout at you 

make it your problem 

but I cannot 

I would then just look silly.. again 

have to give time time 

to see if there is any true gems that sparkle

cannot expect perfection 

when I own none 

want to rage 

the history wants to rage 

I need to hear her 

but keep her subdued

there is a time and a place 

and this is not it 

this is a time for just watching 

observing 

listening 

But please don't leave me lonely 

feel the rawness of true healing and risk 

Yes it does hurt 

No 

I do not have a clue

stepping out in to the dark 

I shine my little light 

and hope for the best 

the rest is out of my hands

true power is mine , true power is divine 

Peace .

 

 

Reviews

[Coyote Poetry]

I loved the poem. So many lines stood out. I like the feel of old logic of real life.
"if I sell myself for a penny
then I cannot expected to be treated like gold "
Sometime we underestimate our worth and accept less. I did like the ending a lot. Thank you for the excellent poetry.
Coyote

[Earthy Mumma Soul]

Glad you enjoyed , as I enjoyed yours . :)