Watcha gonna Do ?

I wonder how it feels for you
does your heart sink into its self
everytime you remember what you used to have

I bet its too painful to remember
I bet it saddens you into cold December
Bet you cant move

The voices in your head got you locked down
to scared to raise your eyes above the white clouds
cant see through the bars
its all misty now

lost in music
but the song aint sweet
mental illness
is all you can greet

your alone now
no one coming for you
so watcha gonna do

are you gonna give up
or own the pain

gonna ask for help
or carry the shame

gonna say sorry
or just try to blame

gonna live life
or die in the game

peace