WOW! One of the most powerful things I've read about addiction. I was immediately drawn in by your brilliant opening . . . you captured that one mind-blowing thing most of us have seen, where a person is so "not himself" that it's stunning to look, search, try to find some shred of the original person. Your tone of disbelief continues & gives incredible intensity to your words (((HUGS))) Fondly, Margie
It is such a raw thing, hard to gloss-over such circumstances without a hard edge. It is a merry-go-.. read moreIt is such a raw thing, hard to gloss-over such circumstances without a hard edge. It is a merry-go-round of hope and disbelief. Where a dollar ticket might last a lifetime.
3 Years Ago
I couldn't decide on a picture for this till just now.
3 Years Ago
Great pic, with the light & dark contrasts & the blur . . . says so much!
This poem struck home. I was one of those sons. Lucky I managed to grow up. Long before I was 35 or I'd be dead. What a deeply personal poem. I imagine this was one of those writes that just had to happen. Healing and healed I hope.
Posted 2 Years Ago
2 Years Ago
O guess I have several of those. I never set down to pen such things. They just spill upon the pa.. read moreO guess I have several of those. I never set down to pen such things. They just spill upon the page.
Cherrie, dear friend... what to say to what is such a tragic yet courageous group of words. Each and every letter set down must be yet another pain. Your sadness and desperation is so obvious. Am here if you need a shoulder. Thoughts gentle, prayers whispered. Keep safe in every way, please.
Posted 3 Years Ago
3 Years Ago
Thank you Emma, we try to walk in faith and take the storms one episode at a time. We practice tough.. read moreThank you Emma, we try to walk in faith and take the storms one episode at a time. We practice tough love and give support when we can.
I've watched many friends die a slow death just doing cocaine. They become withdrawn in some way until it's time to go back out to get more. It's a tragedy too many have succumbed to.
Yes, thirty-five is too old to run away, but addiction dictates time, and addiction is a powerful animal.
To watch someone you love go down this road into oblivion is the toughest journey ever.
Some will get over it and go on to help others, some will find the release from their pain and those are the ones we mourn.
I lost four brothers to alcohol and drugs. I watched the drugs and alcohol steal their soul.
"Thirty-five, is to old, to run away,
to old not to know the better path when a choice is given,
but it is just old enough to rush into the gates of Hell,
with only remorse as a companion."
I try to help my brothers. Thank you dear Cherrie for sharing the powerful words and your thoughts.
Coyote
wow that hit home with me on many levels I have lost so many to drugs over the years Cherrie it is so painful to watch and even more so because we are powerless to end it:( the pain is only the worse when it is to someone dear to our hearts just typing that line flashes faces of the loss lost
Posted 3 Years Ago
3 Years Ago
Yes, firsthand knowledge of these things are filled with sorrow.
WOW! One of the most powerful things I've read about addiction. I was immediately drawn in by your brilliant opening . . . you captured that one mind-blowing thing most of us have seen, where a person is so "not himself" that it's stunning to look, search, try to find some shred of the original person. Your tone of disbelief continues & gives incredible intensity to your words (((HUGS))) Fondly, Margie
It is such a raw thing, hard to gloss-over such circumstances without a hard edge. It is a merry-go-.. read moreIt is such a raw thing, hard to gloss-over such circumstances without a hard edge. It is a merry-go-round of hope and disbelief. Where a dollar ticket might last a lifetime.
3 Years Ago
I couldn't decide on a picture for this till just now.
3 Years Ago
Great pic, with the light & dark contrasts & the blur . . . says so much!
Your writing has a truthful brutality to it and I mean that with great respect. Sometimes we cant skirt the subject and I admire the bravery to write those lines down. Great work.
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