MY LIFE IS LIKE TWILIGHT

some recent drama that is currently in my life..

My life feels like twilight... no matter how awesome that movie is i really dont feel like having to experience it.. anyways. who's ready for a great drama story....; so september i broke up with my ex sterling because of the military and not wating a long distance relationship, then james and i started talking and i fell in love with him. now months several months later my ex/guy friend sterling tells me he loves me ... like wtf?! does anyone see the wrongness in saying that to a committed woman.. i dont want to hurt his feelings and i told him i didnt plan on falling in love with james the most i expected was a friendship because i thought james was too good for me.. but i was wrong james and i fell in love and now i feel like s**t because of it all.. i'm not leaving james because he makes me happier then i have ever been and i love him to death.. but i dont want to hurt sterling anymore then i have.. sterling told me he would wait for me. but how do i let him down and tell him to move on.. he is a good friend and i dont want to lose him as a friend we have so much history together as friends but truely that is all sterling and i will ever be.. I love james and i love sterling but my love for sterling is that of a brotherly love.. I love james as if he is my equal my soulmate and the song to my heart.. i just dont know what to do

Author's Note

so this is my status on facebook.. its 100% true..

Reviews

[Chellie]

This does sound like something out of Twilight. That mush be a really hard position to be in. You should just do what you heart tells you and have to regrets about it. If you love James, then stay with him, and tell Sterling(I love that name) that you just don't feel that way about him. I think you could stay friends. I have been in a similar situation once, and I just fallowed my heart, and I never have regreted my choice, and I am still friends with the guy.

I hope everything works out for you.

[Undying Glory]

facebook status you say? interesting...now that i look at this, yeah, it does sound quite like the twilight storyline. i assure you, without the note i would have thought this was too much of a coincidence. intriguing tale i must say, and i couldn't help but think of how sometimes our lives are like movies. thanks for sharing this and great job