Give me a chance to prove that I could be your one, your inspiration.
I am so tired of recurring situations in life. These things happen over and over and over, but it seems it only happens to me. All I want is a decent boy. Just one. He doesn't even have to be my boyfriend. A boyfriend would be nice, but I'd settle for less. Something like a dating buddy.
I'm nice. I will give you space, when you need it. I will let you spend time with your friends, and I'll spend time with mine, too. When you're sick I'll make you soup, or bring you animal crackers. When you're feeling down, I will play funny techno music, and make you get up and dance with me. I will actually talk to you, if you make me feel like you want me to. I can get kind of whiny, but only on a bad day. I can also get obnoxious. So, please don't get mad if I'm rude sometimes. I'll let you listen to what you want to in the car, or wherever. I'd probably try to make you something creative for your birthday or christmas. I probably wouldn't get you something materialistic. If we stay up late watching movies, I'll probably fall asleep. And I won't even get mad if you decide to wake me up. I'd invite you out to eat with my family. I won't even mind what you wear, or if you're shy. Because I know how that goes. I'd go see an indy filmwith you. Even though i'mnot really intothem. I'd even go to a 50 Cent concert. If you really wanted me to. I'd even enjoy myself.The point is, I guess I'm not that hard to get along with. Maybe, I want something that doesn't exsist. Or, maybe I want something no one is willing to give. But, if it's out there.
Won't you let me know?
So, I won't be this way forever.