Breakable Spirit

on the outside, walking in a daze on the inside, emotions come in waves

my painful reality I'm forced to face condemned to an eternally dark place deriving from a past rooted in pain simple contentment is hard to sustain all this misery devours physically loves to torment sadistically with my fragile heart and complex personality my healing is slow with thoughts of mortality despite the instability of my despair my spiritual path I'm planted I swear happiness in the far distance affliction prevails in my existence I want serene to be my routine to command the bad and unforeseen to face the day with authority my attitude is now my priority force myself to always keep going beautiful things will soon start showing I will solidify my breakable spirit with focused resolution there is no limit