Who am I?

I failed yet once more

failed to tell the truth

failed to tell it all

another lie comes with another bind

clouding around me is an illusion

set up where no one in or out

my own prison to suffer by myself 

lock it lock it simply still opens

you are not needed

those words I hear even until today

they don't say it but their eyes do

putting on a smile to never notice for all

my vision keeps fixing itself 

to images fitting those who fool me

darker than black as a color

white eyes that have piercing gazes

they are monsters 

human bodies but the heart of monsters

they have no flaws

because they are more deviant

then my nightmares that keep screaming at me