Too Late to Turn Back Now

Chapter 10

Being shaken for most of the time wasn't as pleasant as I had imagined it to be. Not even knowing that I, myself was crying in an act of remembering that fateful accident. It was the time I actually knew the definition of losing everything. To think there was a part of me that wanted to keep this memory locked up in the midst of my dark mind. Rose was panicking for the most part, she even ignored her cellphone that kept ringing. The room was flooded with the constant vibrating and ringing going over and over. It turns off for a second and it goes back to the usual ringtone. I grabbed it and chucked it out the window and said.

"You're persistent, you little s**t. I hate constant ringing that goes in my head so shut the hell up about it for once." Rose ran out beside me and watched her ringing phone fall to the ground or where ever it had landed. After it had fallen, I smiled at my accomplishment, only to receive a huge punch in the face by the one and only Rose.

"Why did you do that for?" Waiting for a moment as I tremble silently in pain. When I regain my eyesight and my will to talk normally without crying, I stared right into her eyes and responded back to her. "Phone's are noisy and it hurts my head." Lifting my hand slowly as I say the words and pointed to my head and as I finished I smiled as my vision blurred a little. Losing balance just for a bit I could hear Rose replying to my answer. "Well, I could have had to have a chance of turning it off when you decided to chuck it out the window." Directing her thumb to out there somewhere.

"Tell that to 10 minutes ago you had all that time to turn it off and yet you didn't. You let it ring and ring then oh wait ring even more."

"What was I supposed to do, then? It;s not my fault that you tried to kill yourself."

"See, I said leave and you DID. NOT. If you only listen all would had gone according to my plan, this would not have had to happen in the first place!"

"All according to plan? Plan? What plan? I sure hope it's not drugging yourself to death I wonder."

"Yeah, I was erasing my memory but, no, it backfired. Now, because of you I'm seeing no reliving my past as if it was just yesterday."

"So, you were going to kill yourself as I had just said earlier."

"Looks who's talking considering you killed your own sister to save yourself in the accident that we were in." Shocked as she walks backwards a few steps and stands in place. "Why do you know that? I was sure that no one was around to see it and people couldn't find evidence that I killed her."

"Why? You asked me why I know that? It's because I was there when it happened. Curious little me had to no that you weren't in trouble. So foolish to take interest love for you that I followed you and BANG body drops and you cut her up. Starting with her head! You threw a rock and squashed it and placed so many things around it. Taking her arms and cutting it up and serving it as meat to everyone else. Look how they turned out DEAD. Your sister had an illness and yet people happily ate it. It's no wonder, I started viewing the whole world as trash. Ha ha, that's right I remember. Remembering everything that happened about the field trip accident no the earthquake that happened in the city or was it a bombing I had forgotten what they played it off as." Rose seemed more than just pale but to the fact that she was shivering in cold fear or was it laughter I couldn't possibly understand at that point anymore was the first time I had seen it. As I lost my train of thought, I began heading out the door and to somewhere else for fresh air or an excuse like that. The sun was really nice for a 6 o'clock to be as of this late, then again when did I ever care about the time. I walked around for about 10 minutes or more because outside seemed a nice time to look around once more considering, it's my "last time" being outside and all. Thanks for the time, I tell myself before seeing Rose all sad and staring at her broken cellphone. I walked up to her with nothing in mind but I knew she wanted to do something. I held out my hand to Rose waiting for her to grab it and pull her up with it. She didn't budge after a few minutes, she got up herself and then she held my hand right after that. As we walked to unknown places all around us the scenery wasn't as much fun as I had thought it would. Walking around until we reached home, Rose left so she could go attend to some other things and by that the meeting and rehearsal of DeathRow.

Tomorrow was the day, huh, I sat down and waited for it to begin that was when the people, took me away. Bashing my head and losing my conscious as I was being carried away from my apartment.