Dreams become the Reality

What should I do?

I close my eyes an watch the dark abyss in front of me, then I let the images float around especially the game we played.

7 Years Ago Speed Killing

Watching my parents be chained up as Rose and Cecil bring blinded people to the chairs all bounded. Alot of them were crying and whining for help. Sarah sat down with no idea where we were. There wasn't any noises coming from anywhere. I was blindfolded but I could understand that the place was made of metal besides I can hear their voices echoing around. My blood was calm and could feel my heart beating normally. I didn't want to move but Cecil took off my blindfold and showing me the scene. Sarah was in front of the men and I was in front of the women which I felt daggers behind my back. Cecil was laughing as she introduced the game.

"This is Speed Killing kind of like speed dating but you have to kill each other within 5 minutes. Winner can start killing the other partners. They start as soon as the timer goes off of course there is a 2 minute break." That was how it all started once it began Sarah just kept killing the men one after the other. She was smiling the whole time it happened. I just watched her corrupt herself further and further. The bodies piled up one after the other but it didn't matter to her. She just stepped on the bodies like ants or a sidewalk. When it was my turn Sarah passed by me saying the best of luck.

Present Time

I woke up but it wasn't as pleasant as the other times before me. I decided to take a midnight stroll around the city just to cool off my head. When I head out I see Rose on the phone with someone else. I could feel my heart tighten as I pass her. I could hear her soothing voice as I continue down the hallway. I feel pained when she didn't notice me but at the same time I was relieved. I needed time and space around me just to figure out how to act around Rose in the game. Walking outside of the apartment made my vision blurry. The city itself was having fun in its own was. I set myself to a trail that makes me feel isolated from the rest of the world. I left my phone at home so I could have some peace and quiet to myself. Sitting and listening to the sound that surrounds me brings me at ease. I feel like my real life is a ream. My life of freedom doesn't feel real to me at all. Closing my eyes for the last time before I return home. Thinking and thinking lead waste to my unoccupied mind. I walked back and there was no one awake. I closed the door and went to my other home where there was no one to welcome me home. I told myself I'm home and went back to sleep. This time there was no past resurfacing or my parents calling me names. It was peaceful for once and I didn't want to return home for a while again.

Dawn began to arise and no one was there to wake me up yet again. Yawning as I walk back to where Sarah is was tiring since so many people are out to go to work or school. When I opened the door Sarah leaped to my arms and hugged me. Rose popped up and said.

"Ah! How mean you got there before me." I thought of this as payback and hugged Sarah back watching Rose's reaction. Sarah started giggling all of a sudden knowing my plan. When we parted Rose was in front of me all sad and crossed arms.

"Oh, I got you angry for what reason? I did nothing to upset you my young mistress." Rose just stared at me the whole time and I figured it was useless to talk to her any further. I walked pasted her in no attempt to converse her any much than I had already have. 

"I'm heading to university to grab my things and will be back in no time shorter than 4 hours.....................so............................................yeah..........................bye." I walked into my room, grabbed my bag and walked out of the apartment. I started waiting for the bus which came about 3 minutes later. I looked back before I got on it and Rose didn't chase after me. I felt crushed my reality was only a dream taht I couldn't look forward too.

On my way to the university I kept thinking about all of Rose's words. Were they hollow lies were they the truth, I can no longer believe what anyone says not even my own. On my way out of the bus I ran into the same person who ruined my nap.

"Oh, it's the person who wanted to become a N.E.E.T."

"Ah, it's the person who wouldn't shut up then and even now." I smiled hiding my motives to kill her in anyway possible.

Author's Note

Excuse the grammar and opinions please