Words don't really mean anything anymore

2 unrequited loves just happen to stay away

I killed him with my own hands

why did this happen

The scene was going all to fast

I only wanted to know about her feelings

Would wish that this day never happened

She was crying when I saw her

my decision to stay like this crumbled

being pushed away hurts the most when you love

It's all my own fault  left him there

Can I see you again?

Didn't mean for this to be a big deal

i should have confessed earlier

I lost someone once now I will experience it again

You were my hope and my light always

just watching you on the death bed hurts

I can't move anymore

his breath is slowly dying

my mind is fading in colors

he looks around as if he losing himself

everything's black but my hands feel warm

holding his hand knowing it's the last time

I wouldn't mind dying here right now

Crying was all I could do

I'm sorry but it seems I have nothing for you she said

I regret all my words I had said

I see flowers and you there saying come over the river

his body is slowly growing cold

I take her hand and lose myself in a burning pit 

He stops breathing

I scream all over again

Trying to keep him alive was worthless

I wish I had a much better ending

Author's Note

I have no idea what happened here but I thought of a misunderstood love i think