Stone Cold

Stone Cold

Why?
I'm such a fool
Should have believed the others
But I hoped
I dreamed
Of a possibility it could be
But as it turns out
It was a fraud
Now you want the other one
Stone Cold I use to be
Stone Cold I should have stayed
But I was to na�ve
I tear my heart open
Letting you in
Trusting you
Loving you
But apparently that wasn't enough
Now wanting to die
Now wanting to cry
Now wanting to be Stone Cold
And that's how I'm going to be
No time for emotions
No time for regrets
Stone Cold is me
You took me into the light
As it shone so bright
Making me warm and happy
But then you pushed me back into darkness
This place cold and familiar
All the times we shared
Must be worthless
Must be nothing
But to me were something
A life I wanted
A life I loved
A life filled with cherished memories
A life filled with hope
A life full of dreams
All snatched away
All thrown away
Because of my stupidity to believe
My stupidity to trust
Sometimes I think it was my fault
I should had said more
Should have listen more
But then I realized I tried
To where all you did was lie
In my face
Looking me in the eye
You lied
This godly image of you
Thrown away
Torn up
I don't want you
You killed me inside
That's all you ever did
Was kill
No matter how hard I try the scars will show
That this was real
This pain I feel
The misery
The hatred
The happiness gone
Never there
Now slowly
Turning Stone Cold
Stone Cold I use to be
Stone Cold I should have stayed
Stone Cold is me

- Poison