Just Friends

I told him many and a time.
that it was only him I could love.
But before the words spilled from me
he insisted it was only a crush.
How could he acknowledge the fact
my heart ached only for him?
How was he to truly realize that
I didn't want the title of "friends".
If only I had spoken out louder.
I should have poured it all out.
Why didn't I just yell it proudly?
We could have take another route.
He wouldn't have never needed her.
She wouldn't have come along
or they could have been 'friends'.
Everything turned for the wrong.
I wanted him all to myself
while she schemed to steal his heart.
His heart should have been mine.
She never loved him from the start.
She never kissed him while he cried.
She never mended his every pain.
I would've avoided falling for him
if I'd known he could do me this way.
And even though I really hate him,
a part of my heart aches for him so
and although she possess his body
I can never relinquish his soul.
I believe that the girl can never
compete with my love for him.
Even though the simple fact remains
We can only remain 'just friends'.