Stress

The blood pounds

Virberating in my ear

It never ceases

It never goes away

Until I unleash this hate

That I try to sufficate within

To bury with the rest of the weight

The boulders getting bigger and bigger

To the point that I cannot lift one

In order to drop it on my problems

In order to end them and crush them

They however crush me

As I sink beneath the waves of the ocean

So magnificent and beautiful it is

The vastness so overwhelming

And calming

As the waves just breeze on by

With harmful intent

But then one rock breaks up the wave

And then another

Building the frustration of the waves

Building that anger within me

The waves are calmed however

Waiting, building 

Becoming deadlier with each passing moment

Until it cannot be contained

And must become the tsunami it was meant to be

And crush the village of my mind

In one foul swoop

Flooding every thought

Bringing me under water

Unconscious while conscious

Yet without control

O'er what is about to occur

On the outside

Of this prison I have created myself

In order to stay sane

But I have instead gone insane

From all the pressure

All the weight

All the people expecting wonders

Were I just drown from failure.