I'm Fine Alone

Everybody wants to hang out

Everyone wants to be with me

But yet I feel as if they don't

They just want a laugh

A little something to get through

To make it for the day

A smile across their face

Knowing that everything is a-ok.

Yeah

I am just fine

Thanks for asking.

It is good here

The sky is blue

The birds are chirping

Everything is fine

Just hearing all the things 

That annoy me in this world

All the smiles 

All the happy faces

Why be happy?

The world is ending today

And y'all will laugh it off

Like nothing is happening

The government is finished

They cannot lie anymore

They cannot bullshit into the next term

For the next dreamer

The next fool to take office.

How can one be happy

When others hurt

When others suffer

In agony while a war rages.

I just hid

In my tiny hole in the wall

Waiting for it all to fall

To shatter the image

My mind's eye is foolish enough

To dream about

Were there is a girl 

And we travel the world

Experiencing its' many wonders,

But maybe that is a dream

That will never be realized.

I see that now

As I sit at this spot

Writing my own personal thoughts

Down into something permenant

So that someone else who is alone

Can know it is ok

Maybe I am just fooling myself there too.

Or I am failing

At telling myself 

That being alone is fine

When I hurt the most

Since nobody is there with me,

Except maybe Death himself.