Alone Now

Dedicated to my grandfather

Your eyes that are deep and dreamy...
That everybody loves to see...
Your cute brown hair with a small fringe cut
That I would love to run my fingers in and out


Something was different about you
Maybe your amazing cap that is brand new
Or probably your lips, so soft and comfy
Your signature body spray of licorice taffy


Why did I have this confusing feeling?
What is exactly, the thing on you,the thing?
I did not recognize the feeling or knew
But when I got you...

I knew I had a crush on you
It was truely out of the blue...
I hope this feeling would last forever...
Nothing will break us...never...


But then it came...the worst night of my life
It's a wonder...that I, without an injury, survived
When I heard the news, I sank to the floor and cried
Asking to God...Why? Why? Why?


You were the one that left me when the car crashes
With your body...now some ashes
You were the one that left me alone
Because of all those broken bones...

If I can run through your hair just one more time
I would give more than a stack of dimes
If I can see your face in just a hint of memory
I wouldn't anymore worry...

We and all those times together
Saying we'll last forever
But still I can sense your presence...
Up there, you're guarding me in heaven

Why do the dear ones always leave us
Everytime always they're blown away by a gust
Don't they realize that their beloved are alone now
And still remembers their vows....