Free

this was not inspired by any of my muses, just a spewing of feelings about a specific person in my life at the moment

Guilty conscience guilty mind
Why oh why are you mine
This is not what I asked for
Dear me you can be a bore
We clash with personalities
Yet you are in love with me
I want nothing from you
But you want it all from me
How can this be
You talk about marriage
It is brought up constantly
Yet I don’t want that to happen
Can’t you just let it be
I am not in love with you
Are you blind
Can you not see
I like you and that is true
Yet you are not the one for me
Some of your actions are inexcusable
You may bicker and complain
I know that we are not one and the same
You will never understand me
Even though I have opened up to you
Maybe I should just put on my shoes
And walk out through the door
I know that I would break your heart
It wouldn’t be out of spite
Just that we aren’t meant for one another
I doubt that you would lose my number
You always dial it constantly
I can never catch my breath
I swear you are going to be my death
On my arms are the chains
Which you have bound me to this fate
I try to break free
Damn, what are you trying to make of me
I will not be bound to you
I shall break free