December 30, 2013

And so the story will continue like this, We as men and Woman should not be able to come to any person, whether they have seen the person do bad things themselves. It is not for us to judge when it is their time to go, If they are a True Archer then be that a true Archer, and don't let yourself fall down with the one around you. I have long ago rid you of your bourdon, and it is you who has dwelled here with me, because you chose to do so, you put stress on yourself for nothing. I told you that I was here, I left my name tag on this here table for you today, so that you can see all that their needs to be seen from here, learn from it. Because I can almost make you see what you do not want to see. You did not want to see that you were as bad as the rest of them. It just goes to say that when you sell yourself to that lifestyle, and you bound to that lifestyle. Yes, you do have a gift, and if you make it through one day you will be always remember that not only was your father with you, but your mother as well, and she has now decided that her demons are no worse then someone else, and that even when the world feels like it will end tomorrow, if you just sit still and listen for a while, the fleas will kind of shakes themselves off when they figure they can't get anything else out of you, and then when you get to a feeling of complete contempt with yourself, keep going dig deeper into the well, and see that it is not that I did all the dark, but only as dark as you see it, He told me that as dark as I have become, I have the ability to see things, that you cannot escape from, no matter where you are. So, If you have short hair and want long hair, then by all means go out and get that. But if that is not what you want then tell me, good you will see them later, and go into yourself for the winter, go in to your mind for the moment and remember me and live with one like me, teach other as I have taught you. I have always loved you and I will continue to do so, I just will not see you walk down the same path that I have walked, my days are numbered from here on out, & I know that starting from now this very moment child I have sent you to them so that you may watch them, and wait for the signal Of the earth, you will know what that means when you have truly accepted me in your heart, and when you have truly seen the way in which you made mistake, see, them look at them for a while, but don't stay down that path like they. They have stayed down that way because that is the order in which I have chosen to give it on to you, because if I don't learn from this decision at all, then we will All know who the true rat was. Which, I have hidden from everyone so well that he has never came to surface. Until my true love has been found again, and not the demon that I thought He was, that wanted me to feel as bad as She did. Because she saw everything that I was not able to see, getting caught up in bunch of drama for the sake of just getting this one girl to love me as much as I love Her, & She does and she shows Me everyday, I just need to learn to let her take the wheel for She preys on the weak and innocence. And banishes the ones who seems as though their needs cannot withstand the walk, because She has made it clear enough of me that she will not put in as much time and as much effort as I am putting on to Her, But little does she know He is, the one she should be with, because he is the one that hears Her heart like I have heard it in the beginning. This Super you called her, she is not of, she is no super, but is someone who has trained her to listen to heart, and that is what love is all about, not how much you can get out someone. Not how, crazy can I play but How can I go about becoming a better at what I use to know how to use without thinking, a gift that I thought was a curse for so long, but now that I am able to see the veil between light darkness I must not go after just those of my own kind, but those who you seem like they will fail again. He, did not make Her join him in the car, She did because She didn't Want to feel Me anymore beside, or Be beside Me anymore because I Have deceived Her and She knew it deep down to Her soul and you kept telling Her She wasn't seeing exactly what She was Seeing. And now She, and now She has no idea how to move on from neither of you, and she never will, even if it starts killing you down to your soul, you know like I know that we Do not have to take this get past personal demons. Walk away from the temptations, and beauty you see within me, for I am no to see beauty in, and one day you will all see what I have been saying to you until you but until then, I am watching and you will not even know it until you are all in too deep to say that you want out, and by then it is not too late to say sorry, but I can't help you but I would sincerely hope that you take what I am offering you and give yourself up before someone exposes you first and you are left asking each other why ?