I sat against the dark blue walls of that empty room. Amongst the floor, I had almost seemed to blend in. I was alone in this empty room, plagued by the darkness of no light. I stared amongst the empty room, the sounds of the whispering wind dancing in through the cracks of the old window, filling the room with small specks of white as it melted into water. My eyes are not as clear as I would like and my body is cold and solid with skin as white as the snow outside.
I am merely sitting on the floor, untouched for many months. I sit here, wondering if I will ever be loved again.That feeling of warmth that even the snow could not shatter. Those strong arms holding onto me, that feeling of protection that never seems to fade. The gentle caresses and the laughter that could cheer you up on any blue day, brightening your world like the sun shining in the middle of the golden lit summers.
I sit here all alone, abandoned on the floor. Left alone when she left me for other things. I know I may not be made of perfection like 'them', but I was always there for you. I listened, never spoke back. I had a smile on my face, taking away your tearful days. I loved and never could hurt you. Then again, you said you found someone else who was worth your time. All I can do is smile for you because that is all want for you and that is all can do.
Then again, I could never be 'them'. I will only ever smile. I will never talk. The only thing I can do is love you.
I will wait for you forever for if you need to return to my side. I will be here when you return.
Afterall, I am just a porcelain doll.
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