Too sleep deprived to think of oneA Poem by Caustic_Dystopia
The end of us came and went, but here I sit still stuck in descent.
Falling and spiraling, I've lost my mind, don't know how to stop this decline. The voices surround me, back once more ever since you walked out that door. Was any of it ever true? Or was my time just wasted on you? Four months I spent believing you were here to stay just for you to walk away. Wish I could go back to the start, back before you broke my heart, Back to when you promised me that we'd never end and I could take back all the words that I'd ever send. Then the tables would turn and maybe it would be you who burned, Then I could rewrite the lines, and the story I'd invert. What if the end of us ment you were the one who hurt? Bet you'd take it all back, every lie you'd repack. 'Cause "I love you" means nothing right now and "I'm sorry" won't change it anyhow. When the problem remains right in our face and you can't solve it by giving me space. When all I wanted was to be wanted; once in a little while. I didn't want the stars, I didn't need the moon, but still I was exiled. Alas a choice was made, but was it mine? As it shattered my whole world; to step away and end the days when I was supposed to be your girl. But before I left, I turned you know? Even as my chest ached, and watched you go with your head held high leaving the pieces of my heart in your wake. © 2022 Caustic_Dystopia |
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2 Reviews Added on August 31, 2022 Last Updated on August 31, 2022 Tags: Love, sad, pain, heartbreak, breakup, relationship, loss AuthorCaustic_DystopiaRedmond, ORAboutFemale, 26 been writing since I was 15. I prefer poetry, but I write short stories, too. Most of my poems are based off true events, or how I was feeling at the time it was written. more..Writing
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