Painkiller

I was numb to the feelings and those around me, stuck behind my four walls struggling to breathe

Then you came along and I was no longer paralyzed and what was untouched was no longer sterilized.

Like a drug you spread all throughout me taking control, my heart you set free.

Each day I awoke; a smile on my face no longer surrounded by my dark shattered grace,

but as I looked up at the sky it faded from view, replaced by an all consuming black goo.

It pulled and engulfed me, I called out your name, but you didn't answer, nobody came.

The emptiness crept back through my veins, and my heart; once again the numbness reclaimed.

Now I'm even more broken than before, my heart is now shattered and scattered along the floor.

My breathing is shaky, my thoughts they won't rest. Your entire entity has got me obsessed.

Maybe it all happened too fast, or maybe destiny just didn't want us to last.

Maybe you became much too addictive, maybe it made God a little vindictive.

All I know is I should've quit a long time ago, but now it's too late; I've already overdosed, my heart and soul are in a permanent comatose.