The boy and the w***e

My experience today... enjoy.

She was his release,

His new life lay up ahea,

She was what he thought to be,

Easy,

Sleezy,

And all of the above,

Give him a good time while his girl was away,

By the 'good girl' that the other never wanted to be,

She was his escape from reality,

And a time that was too difficult for him to face,

He didn't want to be alone,

Didn't like the word alone,

He wanted to be found,

Taken care of you can say,

He thought she would say yes,

Take his kiss to her mouth,

Turn it into something dirty,

Somthing more,

That's all he wanted,

Just something more,

Wanted the high life,

The big time,

The great lay for a day,

Then go back to the perfect girl,

And say that it was all okay,

He would lie,

Take his cheating in stride,

Use both girls to get the best of both worlds,

He couldn't stand it when the s**t,

The skank,

The hoe just said no,

It wasn't fair,

It wasn't right,

He never pictured her turning away,

It was never thought that maybe she would be faithful,

I mean it was HER after all,

The one who bragged,

Boasted,

Loved to draw attention for her actions,

She was never to say no,

But this is what she had done,

She had turned her head to her side,

Felt guilty for the thought,

And wondered why,

Said her sorry's,

Wanted to say goodbye,

Sat in akward silence,

Continued to ask herself why,

As he debated so many things,

Saying he's sorry,

And how he understands,

She said that this guy who she is with,

He is a good man,

Has a great heart,

And a damn good soul,

She then told him about her mind,

How she had debated what she would do in such a case,

When everything around her got lost in that space,

How she hadn't known until that split second before,

When he had reached out and touched her,

The second she felt his hand around her neck,

She knew that she was going to c**k her head,

Turn away,

And never say,

How this boy had tried to get away,

With not only one,

but TWO times at her bay,

While he had someone at home,

Wanting to be the one that he kisses,

Sending out nothing but wishes,

Of comitment and glee,

Of how happy they two can be,

She then let the silence rise,

Until she finally asked him why,

All he said was I thought,

I thought you could do thing,

Give me things that she wouldn't,

That all together was the wrong answer,

This girl didn't like being used,

She wasn't a s**t,

Or a w***e,

She was just a girl who wanted to be loved,

She wanted to be sheltered,

And safe,

Held tightly,

And told that everything would be okay,

But the boy wanted to use,

And re-use the poor girl,

And she was left to feel sad and alone,

Wanting a sweet place to go home to,

Where the boy always loved her,

And no one ever hated her,

This was her happy place,

The place near some water,

In the sunny,

With a nice breeze,

And the nice boy by her side,

Never to let go of her for all time,

Then reality set in,

And the silence fell into place yet again,

The boy said foget it,

The girl said okay,

And now the two are not the same,

They have come to realize that nothing is ever 'Okay'.