His biggest wish

I'm looking at it in the perspective of what he must be feeling about her.

I have a feeling,

It tells me that her smile is all I need,

I no longer need food,

Or water,

Or air,

I just need her smile,

Kiss and kind words to be king,

She makes me feel something,

This something is unknown to me,

But it makes me feel alive again,

I now hope,

I now care,

I now live in light,

No longer clouded by the hatred or the pain,

I am now dazed and lost in her scent,

In how I smell her after a day at her side,

She is my reason to be there now,

She is now what I would want to call my everything,

She makes me want to be the better man,

It is strange to think about a time without her,

It's as though I never existed without her,

I only dream of a day that I could call her my own,

Treat her like the queen that she is to me,

Love her openly,

Kiss her sweet lips,

Move her soft hair away from her eyes,

As we gaze at each other,

Laying together,

Just being together,

Her errors make her sweet,

Her laugh makes the day go by,

Her smile is what I remember,

It is all of her that I love,

From head to toe she is utter perfection,

I turn my head as she doesn't notice me,

I am but the friend,

A partner in her endless crimes,

I am her shoulder to lean on,

Always the friend,

Never the lover,

That is my destiny,

I'm doomed,

But maybe one day she will love me,

Live for my smile,

Love that she smells like me after a day with me,

Want nothing more than to make me happy,

For her happiness is mine,

I wish that I could spend the rest of my waking days to make her smile.