He loves me not

It was a fun little thing I tried in the early hours of the morning... bare with me.

B_{ecause of this I can no longer sleep.}

E_{verybody knows what I try so hard to hide.}

N_{obody can really understand the depth of this wound.}

J_{ust like you no longer know or care to know,}

A_{bout this poor scared little girl.}

M_{aybe I cross your mind every once in a while, if at all.}

I_{n this lifetime I only hope you could call me your first love.}

N_{o one could ever take that away.}

L_{ove was something you lacked in this equation.}

O_{r was it just a lack of love for me?}

V_{elumpous and brainy just wasn't enough.}

E_{ven loving you and caring didn't matter to you.}

S_{o this is when I really know it is her and not me that you want.}

L_{oving is what I hope she is to you.}

Y_{ou always were to stupid to know what was good for you.}

N_{o one could deny that she has a pretty face with a ugly attitude.}

E_{very word was a lie directed to me and my insecurities.}

T_{ime keeps my wounds this deep.}

T_{ormenting my already fragile soul.}

E_{very moment turned out to be fake, just your cruel little joke at my expense.}