part 3

"I mean it Jacob if you don't leave I will f*****g call the cops or something!" I said just fed up with everything.
           "Cat I just want to talk please just listen to me!" He said trying to plead with me and it would have worked if it wasn't for his next comment.
           "Cat I know that you're f*****g this new guy but I can forgive you for that." At that I got so angry I threw the nearest thing near me at him. The vase that his mother had given me was now in pieces and I was no less angry.
          "You don't know anything Jacob so shut the F**K UP! God, I swear you need to PULL YOUR HEAD OUT OF YOUR A*S! Get out Jacob I'm f*****g serious." I said wanting to hit him but knowing better.
          "Fine but before I leave I'm going to tell you this, I miss you Cat, I miss the way you smell, the way you fit so perfectly with me, the way you understand me and my life,"
           "And how I don't care that you dick is small?" I said with a condescending tone and look that matched it.
          "What are you talking about Cat?" He said almost looking honest.
          "I know you were f*****g Cynthia and that she left you once she found someone big… I'm not stupid so now will you get out?" I said exhausted.
         "Fine but Cat I just want you to know this, you're a b***h and an easy piece of a*s and that's why I came and if anyone asks I got some tonight." He said and started walking out.
        "Fine but if you say that everyone will know about your little stripper act Jacob, I do have pictures." I said staring him dead in the eyes. I knew he remembered the night we got wasted together and he stripped out of my clothing. I should have known then that he was bad news.
        "You're a b***h, Die!" He said and with that Jacob was off. I wouldn't hear from him for a while.

 I was sitting down on the couch crying, when Byron walked into the apartment. He looked around and couldn't see me over the couch.
           "Cat?" He said looking around for me.
           "Y… Ye… Yeah." I said trying to choke up my tears.
          "What happened and why are you crying?" He said walking toward me and sitting down next to me.
           "He… He came back and ugh… he's… he's such and a*s whole!" I said trying to hold back.
          "What? Who and what are you talking about Cat?" He said moving my hair out of my face.
         "Jacob… UGH… I hate him Byron… I just… Ugh…" I said not wanting to relive it but knowing I was going to have to. I explained everything to him how I got home and there he was. I told about all the s**t he had told me and I started crying violently again.
           "Cat, you know he's an a*s… you've always known that… you even said it yourself." Byron said taking pauses to look at me to see if my expression had changed any, which it hadn't.
           He hugged me, kissed my forehead and then got up to make us some tea. The tea calmed me down. When Byron saw that I was calm enough he started asking about Sean.
           "So okay give it up Cat, did you guys… you know?" He said with dirty written all over his face. He stared at me and when I didn't answer he said "Oh yeah you guys did. I know that if I were I would have had him in hand cuffs all night."
            "Is that what you did with Troy?" I said trying to turn the table on him.
            "Actually no it wasn't." He said looking disappointed which made us both laugh.
           "No we didn't do THAT we did have a lot of fun though." I said looking him in the eyes knowing that it was the only way to get him to believe me.
           We stayed there and talked until he asked me the question I was dreading.
          "So when are you guys going to talk again." He said studying my face.
         "I… I don't really know. I mean he didn't… we didn't really establish anything." I said looking nervous. Byron just stared at me and his look said it all.
         "S**t! He's not going to F*****g call is he?" I said looking at Byron and dreading the answer.
        "Nope I really don't think so." He said just staring at me with pity.
        "Stop it Byron… s**t… I'm just going to me room." I said and got up and walked into my room.
        I sat there on my bed just thinking about his full lips. I soon dozed off as I did a lot these days.

 "Cat… I love you, your hips, your thighs, I love your everything." Sean said. He started gliding his hands up my thigh, and let his hands rest on my hips. We were laying down on my bed. His body on top of mine. His dirty blonde hair in his face. I pushed his hair out of his face and it began.
           We began to kiss, passionately, hard, and completely driven by lust. His hands began exploring my body and it all felt so good. He started unbuttoning my shirt and then slid it off. I moved my hands gracefully under his shirt and slipped it off. He began moving his hands under my back searching for a way to unhook my bra. Like an expert he undid my bra hook with one hand.
            I began taking off his belt and slowly pulled it off. We undressed each other in late after noon sun and started to move as one person. He down at me and kept his tender gaze on me for a second and then kissed me again. We were making love and then…

 "Cat!" It was Byron. Suddenly I woke up to find it had only been a dream.
             "Cat it's Sean… I just hope he didn't hear you moaning." He said with a grin on his face.
             "You could um… hear?" I said the fear pressing against my throat.
             "No but your all sweaty and flushed so I suppose that's what you were dreaming about… dirty…" He said looking disappointed. He laughed and then passed me the phone.

 "Hello…" I said unsure of what he had heard since Byron said all of that while holding the phone behind his back.
             "So Cat… Really a sex dream? Who was it about love? Would it happen to be me?" I could hear the smirk even over the phone.
            "Ha you think your cute huh Sean? Byron was just… kidding" I said nervous.
            "Look Cat that's not why I called… even though I must say I am flattered." He stopped and laughed a bit. "What I called for was that I wanted to know was if you would like to go out with me again tonight. Maybe we could do something more intimate…"
           "Look if you think that your going to have your way with me then…"
           "I never said anything about that. I just wanted to know if you wanted me to make you dinner."
          I was embarrassed. As they say I assumed and made an a*s out of you and me.
          "Umm… yeah that sounds lovely."
          "Since when does an American girl use the word lovely?" He said not wanting to laugh at how clever he thought he was.
          "Since the time that you're a rock star and you don't have an STD." I said knowing that he might take that the wrong way.
         "That was a nice one love, no one can ever say you don't have whit." He said.
         "Thank you, so where and what time Sean?" I said excited that I was going to see him again.
         " Umm… My place love, I'll pick you up so just get yourself pretty by 6ish ok?" He said.
         "Okay 6ish sound great. I mean lovely…" I giggled.
         "Okay well take care love." He said and we hung up.
        "S**t… BYRON! What am I going to F*****g Wear!" I yelled at him hoping he might help me.
        He came into my room and gave me a pep talk. He had to when I started asking questions like 'Why me? I don't get it… There are girls that must be throwing themselves at him.' <br>        "Cat, just go take a bath and relax and when you come out I'll have something picked out for you. Byron said pushing me toward the bath room.

 I filled up the tub with bubbly water and soaked in it for a while. All the time that I laid back all I could think about was the fact that something like this was happening to me. I mean this would be normal and okay if he wasn't you know… famous. His face is plastered all over the place. And here he is. Wanting me, of all people me.
          After freaking out I let myself slip into the sweet smell of my perfume and just remembered his kiss, his touch, his smile, his accent, his hair, everything. Oh my God was he hot! I laughed after a chill ran up from my legs all the way to my neck making me get up excited about tonight. It was our second date and I was so excited.
              I got out and found that there was a little black dress on my bed. It plunged in the back and front. It made me look completely hot and made me feel that way to. I wasn't sure though. I mean it was dinner at his place not a social event.
          "Byron I'm not sure about this…" I said looking at the dress.
         He walked in and said "Well what do you want me to do? You want to actually look like an adult this time right? I mean this can get you laid you know?" He laughed at the look I got on my face at that.
          "Fine then wear a sun dress… It's girly and nice but not to formal you know? But wear your hair down. Boys like that." He was always into girls wearing their hair long and down. I swear that sometimes you wouldn't know that he was straight.
           "What f*****g sun dress?" I asked getting nervous because the clock was ticking.
           "I don't f*****g know… Wear a nice black dress not formal and not under dressed you know?" He said and found the dress. It was knee length and had a good neckline but to dress it down I wore flats and minimal jewelry. I only put eyeliner and a bit of blush on.
          He showed up on time and this time it wasn't awkward it was just perfect. He showed up in some nice jeans (not ripped) and a nice black button up shirt. His hair was just as perfect as ever as he moved his head back so that his hair wouldn't be on his face. He smiled at me and made me melt once again.
             "You look absolutely lovely." He extended his hand gesturing for my hand. He took a hold of my hand and twirled me once and said "Yes absolutely stunning." I blushed and told Byron bye and we were on our way again.
              "Thank you for coming out with me tonight Cat." He said as he reached for my hand.
              "No problem." I said as we reached an apartment that was gorgeous on the outside.
              We entered the building and it was even prettier on the inside. It was a grand entrance hall. It almost looked like if we were in a hotel. We walked to the elevator and waited for it. I felt his hand move gently to the space between my back and my butt… it gave me chills. His warm hands on me again. It felt perfect.
            "So yeah Cat what do you think?" Sean said looking around us as we got up to the 4^th floor and got off of the elevator.
           "It's so nice I don't really know what to say." I said still in awe of all that was going on around me.
            I felt his hand go to my chin and he turned me towards him and kissed me one long sweet kiss.
          "I'm sorry love it's just that you looked so lovely looking around like… like a child in a candy store." Sean said and took me to his apartment. It was dark when we stepped in. I stayed close to the door. All of a sudden I was moving back and his lips were on me again. We started kissing hard. It was sexy and all you could see was the moon light from the balcony. His hands were resting on my hips again. He began kissing my neck, whispering sweet nothings into my ear. I was in a constant chill.
           After about an hour of stumbling around his apartment and just making out everywhere in there we both stopped and decided it would be best to just eat dinner. He had made something from his home town. It tasted absolutely fabulous. After that was done we sat on his couch and ended up falling asleep together.
             It felt so good to wake up in his arms I just knew something was right. I woke him up with a kiss and then I heard it.
            "Aw that is the f****n' cutest thing I have ever seen. So you're the new girl friend I see." It was a female voice. I turned to look where it was coming from and there they were. His two band mates staring at us.
             "Emily leave her alone." Sean said. When I turned to look at him his face was flushed. I got up and introduced myself.
              "Hi my name is Catherine you can call me Cat. Nice to meet you." I said still blushing and giggling at moments.
             "Well this is Emily, and Milton." Sean said turning to me.
             "Hey man! I told you don't call me Milton!" he said. He was tall and had dark brown hair.
             "Hey you're the girl from that show aren't you?" Emily said and turned to Sean. "You didn't tell me that it was her!"
              Sean turned to her and said "This is why I know what your thinking so I'm just gonna take Cat and leave so that you guys can discuss this and I'm sure I'll hear about it later."
              He got my hand, turned to me and said "Lets go Cat." We walked to the door and I was just oblivious to what was going on.
             When we were in his car I turned to him and asked him "Why did we leave? Is it me?" I stared at him and he sighed.
            "Look Cat it's not you it's just a long story you know?" Sean said and then smiled at me. "So where do you want to go? I promise I'll tell you all about it when we go wherever we're going." I squeezed his hand a bit hoping that it would make me feel better. In a strange way it did.
           "Let's just go to my place and I'll make you breakfast." I said smiling at the realization that I didn't have to force him to tell me he was going to willingly tell me. This felt so different and yet so… perfect.
           "That sounds great love." Sean leaned over and kissed me and then we were on our way.