A tid bit of my life

I was having a hard time with a lot of guys who wanted to be with me at the same time. I wrote it into a short story and decided to show the different outcomes.

 

"Guess what? Dude I'm in such deep crap!" Catherine said as she ran up to me. Catherine the pretty girl that no one ever noticed until her bust line grew and she started to know how to deal with boys. "What? What happened? Not something related to your square is it?" I gave her the look of disappointment. "Yes it does... but... Okay I have nothing to defend myself with at the moment." Catherine said. I nevr got why she fell for thedamaged guys. Then again what human being in todays day and age isn't damaged? "Okay so what happened with the three boys this time?" I said only half wanting to know the answer I think she knew it. "What's your thing Jane? Your acting strange. Is Joe giving you s**t again!? If he is I already said it I will kick his a*s!" Joe was our best friend who bacame my boy friend and now Catherine is always being protective with me. I think she needs more protecting than I do. "I'm fine Cat. What's your deal?" I said not very intrested at the promise of hearing yet another dramatic recall of her sorted love affair. Maybe I was jealous of Catherine. I never had the top choice on boys. It actually suprised me that Joe paid any attention to me in the first place. "Okay well this is what happened. You know how this started so I'll just go on to the not-so-fun part for me... Okay well Jeremy and I have been talking... I swear to you everything sees great for a while and then I just can't deal with him anymore... I sort of miss him..." Catherine said this, looked me in the eyes, and then looksed down again. She looked so ashamed. I knew she would. She was basically the only one who didn't know that she still wanted Jeremy. When she looked up again she looked straight into his direction. "S**t.." was all that Catherine said. She looked at me and continued. "I can't do it... I know it. Okay well then thereis Bradly... Bradley is sweet but... I don't know I don't feel it... I mean I do but... God you've seen Bradly! He's so CUTE! I just feel like I can't sometimes." Catherine stopped again and looked down. "Well... I don't know what to say Cat." I said. "That's only the half of it Jane!" Catherine said. "okay what else is going on?" I asked knowing that I might regret this. "I love Adam. I know that he is completely wrong for me. I mean he does nothing that I wanted but he challenges me in such a way! I mean I want him... I just want him! I feel like I'm never going to get anything from him except for maybe a head ache but... I love him... I think..." Catherine looked down again. I didn't know what to think. I knew that she felt dirty and awful for feeling this way about three guys. I mean seriously who does that!? I have a hand full with just Joe. Now imagine if I had two more boys. Then again that would never happen to me. I should have wanted to help. Anyway this is how her life would have played out in each of the three.

 

With Adam- Catherine was constantly in and out of the relationship. She realized that she deserved better. Not before she caught him in bed with an ex of his who was always flirty with him. They are still on and off and she still thinks something is missing with him.

 

With Bradly- She was understood and things got serious. she never had that initial spark though. It always seemed lacking and even though he was a good guy in all ways. He was more like a friend with benifits than a husband or anything. Her modo was always "At least he's a good friend and a good f**k."

 

With Jeremy- They would get together and break up often. He never understood that he needed to stand up for himself and her. Everytime that she would be moving out they would hit the hay again and realize how "good" it is. Both are unhappy and just don't know how to fix it anymore. His family is still over bearing.

 

But in the end she left all three of them and lived out her dreams. In the process she met a very handsome man who swept her off her feet. I suppose it was good that she realized that she wanted and needed more. If not Sean would have never found her. What a lucky s**t!