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You made me so happy
You made me feel good
You made my days bearable
You made me feel like I should.

But days turn dark, and feelings change
And now I see that things aren't the same.

I hate your guts, I hate your name
I hate the way you've caused me pain
I hate your smile and pierecing eyes
The way they put to shame even the sunrise.
I hate the texts you used to send,
The lyrics, the quotes, the late calls on the weekend.

Oh wait. Did I say I hate all the things that you said?
The way you kissed the top of my head?


Cause I don't. I really don't.

I love your guts and I adore your name
I miss how your smile brightened even the rain
I miss how your eyes were oh so bright
I miss the way you held me tight
But the things I miss most of all
Are those texts, the lyrics, the late night phone calls.


And I hate myself for it.