My breakup

This was my first bad breakup. I really just needed to get it out because none of my friends understand what I'm going through. Please don't leave mean comments :(

THUD.  THUD.
THUD.
THUD.  THUD.
THUD.
I reread the text again, possibly for the hundredth time.
THUD.  THUD.
THUD.
My eyes were wide as I tried to figure out what that noise was as I stared anxiously at my cell phone.
THUD.  THUD.
I realized with a start that the sound was.  It was my heart, leaping out of my chest.  Any second I expected to hear a crack.  My heart breaking.
THUD.
Again, I read the message that jumped off of the small screen and my mind seemed to finally realize what was happening, what I had done. 
The message read:
     "Yeah, okay! I actually agree with you so don't feel sorry.  Haha, well see you around sometime."
In my defense, I wrote that after my friend was sent to the hospital and my mind was just swirling with chaos. 
That message was a response to what my boyfriend, excuse me, x-boyfriend had wrote:
     "I'm sorry but we need to break up."
That's all I got to end a six month relationship.  A single text message.  Not even a phone call.  Just one stupid text message.  He didn't even text me back.  I was regretting agreeing with him.  I had the instant my cell-phone screen had said, "Message Sent," with the little green animation check-mark.  I should have fought for him, was running through my mind.  Over and over and over....

To be continued...

Author's Note

Please please please don't leave any mean comments!!! I just needed somewhere to vent and my diary wasn't cutting it!