Rock Bottom

I'm getting bad again,
Remembering the promises.
Everything has gone black,
I'm numb again.

Never has anyone asked me,
How my day was or even how i was.
Never has anyone asked,
Why my makeup was smeared at school.

Thoughts of being alone,
Feel my mind again.
I don't want to be this,
This monster your created out of me.

Scars cover my body.
Head from toe, I'm hideous.
Tears run down my cheeks,
Demons clawing at my throat.

An itch for release,
Just walk away.
Head for hell,
Down I go, round and round.

How do I speak,
When my lips are sealed?
How do you understand me,
When I'm a mumbling mess?

I'm running
But when do I ever stop?
Demons will Always chase me,
Even when you think I'm happy.

I'm getting bad,
With the devil on my shoulder.
Squish me with your boots,
Before i hit rock bottom.

Reviews

[Mike Cole]

This was a good poem. It reminded me that we all have things that bother us or that pester us and i felt that you put a lot of time and mention into it. Great poem!

[Nia Hope]

Interesting poem but if this is like actual emotions I know how you feel wonderfully written

[Caitlin Rhea]

All of my poems are from my actual emotions. But, thank you.

[Nia Hope]

Any time :)