You are always on my mind.

Love may be gone. The tattoos of love will always be with us

              


     






You will always be on my mind

The splendor of true love,
Where you allow the wall of fear to fall completely down.
Allowing emotion and desire to take two people away to finding the real
pleasures learn by the burning candles and sweet red wine.

We touched our wine glasses.
Held our kisses deep and long.
The locked door leaving us protected and safe.
In a dreamer's paradise.

The coldness of Winter brought her to me.
She wanted someone to read poetry to her and keep her warm.
I wanted someone to give me hope and strength. 

I remembered she came to me late in the evening.
Holding wine coolers and desired conversation.
Dressed like a woman and
the innocence of a child wanting me to open my door for her.

I saw a devil dressed in a sexy black dress with a hunger that
I could not control.
I watch her take off her coat. Allowing my eyes to see her beautiful 
young body. The short skirt allowed me the pleasure of seeing her long legs.
I told her. "Sometime better not to start something we cannot stop. "
 
She came to me. She went to her knees. Laid her long red hair across my lap. 
Raised her face to me. I looked into clear blue eyes and lost control.
She was just a baby. Nineteen and fearless. I was still young and strong.

I knew if you start a fire you can't put out.
The final act will be sadness.

She took my hands and kissed them.
She whispered. "You have been so kind to me. Had great patience being my
teacher at work. I know you desire me. I see how you look at me. I want someone to
show me the world. Teach me pleasure and pain. Show me what love is supposed
to be. I want a man's hands on my body. Not a boy's."

I asked for a wine cooler.  Told her. "I don't know".

She gave me sweet kisses and took my hands. She wrapped her arms around me.
Asked. "Should I go?"

I said "no".

The cold of Winter was blowing a gentle northern breeze.
I looked out at my skylight.
I prayed not to make a fool's wish tonight.

Two lovers begin a new journey.
When passion and desire come. Very hard to stop.
The beauty of the first kiss. The first caress. The first taste of a lover's skin.
Stays with you forever.

I knew already. "Fine line between sex and love. Sex creates peace for the body.
Love creates peace for the soul. When you dance with the young in heart, pleasure is the desire, and love is not so important."

I still remember the love making. Wasn't for pleasure. Was to fix a desire that grew with each touch. Her hunger grew till one day, early in the Spring, she left me. I knew the day would come. Some woman are to be held forever. Some are to be held for a moment.

I allowed her to leave. I knew it was better to be kind in the goodbye.  My heart was gone and I found little solitude in my life. I joined a war to escape her memory.

Funny, life is a circle. We met two more times. We had a strange bond. 
Even today, years later. I wish to touch our glasses  filled with sweet red wine. Touch her perfect body till the morning light. Some dreams become nightmares. Then the nightmares become sweet dreams.

I told her often over the year. "You are always on my mind."













                          Coyote
                          July 2011



 



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Author's Note

Finally a new poem. First one in a long time. Please be kind and assist me with errors or mistakes. Never too old to learn

Reviews

[The Rock And Roll Cowbo..]

The coldness of Winter brought her to me.
She wanted someone to read poetry to her and keep her warm.
I wanted someone to give me hope and strength.

Relationships are give and take and the right balance makes both feel complete...

Once someone touches our heart then they will always be there.

[Just Kim]

The cold of Winter was blowing a gentle northern breeze.
I looked out at my skylight.
I prayed not to make a fool's wish tonight.

Two lover's begin a new journey.
When passion and desire come. Very hard to stop.
The beauty of the first kiss. The first caress. The first taste of a lover skin.
Stayed with you forever.

Love this part, such an amazing beautiful write

[Coyote Poetry]

Thank you soft whispers. I appreciate the kid words.

[LadyAnn68]

thisis so beautiful was almost there with you... Brought tears to my eyes. wonderful as always you are exceptional writer!

[Coyote Poetry]

Thank you Lady Ann. Old words motivated by the old Willie Nelson song.

[LadyAnn68]

I can see that!

[poetdoug]

"Life is a circle" and you have "circled your creative"wagons very romantically my friend.
Great job all the way through.

[Coyote Poetry]

Thank you Doug. Willie Nelson gave me motivation to write this one.

[NANCY MCCORMACK]

I love love! and this is a story filled with romance ,kindness and maybe some heartache, deep heartfelt story, I love it.

[Coyote Poetry]

This is one of my favorite poem. Willie Nelson gave me motivation to write this one. Thank you for reading and the comment.

[NANCY MCCORMACK]

Well you are very welcome :)

[Antonio Valentino]

you're heart couldnt be more gentle and understanding my friend..

your spirit is one of dignity and kindness

well all i can say more is that it was her loss

you have a caring heart that glows in the dark..

thanks for sharing this wonderful slice of your life

so well done

Antonio :)

[Coyote Poetry]

Thank you Antonio. Old poetry seem like fiction with old age.

[Antonio Valentino]

it sure does sometime..

you're very welcome my friend

[Dhaye]

Love. Sex. Youthfulness. It's like just yesterday...the memories are still alive. You can't forget someone who touched you until the depths of your soul.
Wonderful poem.

[Coyote Poetry]

You are right. Certain people will never leave our heart and mind. Thank you for reading and the comment.

[Dhaye]

You're welcome.

[Michael (Letters and Li..]

Wow. Great imagery and great representation of raw emotions. I feel like you just poured out your soul here, Coyote. This was beautiful and heartfelt. Thank you for sharing!

[Coyote Poetry]

Thank you Michael. Willie Nelson's song made me remember things lost in dark country bars in Texas.

[Claire in VA]

I think that you tell this story very well. Complex thoughts are described with easy-to-understand language. That's how it should be. There's nothing pretentious here.
I'm waiting for more poems from you.
~Claire in VA :)

[Coyote Poetry]

Thank you Claire for reading and the positive comment. I do appreciate.

[Vampaslick]

Powerful, yet easy to understand. That is ideal in my opinion. I wouldn't change anything, i thought you captured the idea fully and completely. The effect that has on it's readers is astounding and you should be proud with what you have created

[Coyote Poetry]

Thank you for reading and the comment. Words shouldn't test the reader. Should be a field trip to better places and thoughts.

[A. Amos]

My friend, you have shown your deepest love in thsi poem, which is widely sensed out and really enjoyed your passionate write. Thanks for sharing

[Coyote Poetry]

Thank you for reading and the kind words. Old memories become sweeter with time and distance.

[A. Amos]

I agree with you my friend and your most welcome