Don't be angry with me...

Just thinking too much.

Don’t be angry with me…

Yesterday man haven’t talk to another human being in 60 hours. I am drinking Basil Hayden rye whiskey and I am not giving a damn. Once I wanted to save my world. Once I wanted to write the great books and I tried to be kind and sociable. Today I sit alone and I learn.

Life ain’t easy and you are born alone. And you will die alone.

I am drinking and writing. Sometimes I write some good words. I am so tire of accepting quiet life, boring people and liars everywhere.

Once I believe. Good will conquer over bad folks. I have learn. The bad folks control everything.

I don’t listen to the media. Old men who eating steak every night can’t see the poor.

The damn wars going on and we accept them. Dead folks in 16 active war zones. I wonder if we heard their names. Maybe we would give a damns?

In war. Who is wrong, who is right? Just more dead people for the profit of war and greed.

Johnnie drinking and thinking. Grandchildren are in ten grade. Ex-president Trump want to start the draft. A draft dodger demanding the 18 year young men die for war. Make me want to spit. 101 eighteen died in Vietnam war.

Forgive me for being angry.

Once I believe the good will keep the bad people away. You have leaders who want to erase the constitution. Church and government must be separated. USA is a mix of many kind of people. I live in Michigan. Every kind of people and religion. We get along.

I was a soldier and when you disrespect soldiers. I become angry. Freedom is costly.

Tonight I pray we listen to our leaders. Hate and separation is wrong. USA is the greatest country in this world. We don’t need leaders with hateful speech and the desire to destroy the constitution. to be voted out. The constitution was written by wise men.

I am enjoying my silence and I pray. We learn and know. Many leaders are owned by the guns contractors, liquor contractors, cigarette contractors and Medical companies.

Tonight I want to save my grandchildren, tonight I want to save all children from the men of war and separation. How many must die before we learn. If you supply the guns. You are part of the killing.

Love, kindness and concern. Not spoken by our leaders. Maybe we need new leaders?

Coyote

Author's Note

Thank you for reading.

Reviews

[Stella Armour]

You are not alone John, i spend many hours on my own and although i don't drink i do think a lot about how the world and how people live and behave has changed so much in my lifetime, i know we have had always had wars , but it seems the whole world is at war with itself these days.
We had hardships that this generation couldn't even dream of let alone believe and that made us into more responsible and able adults.
it would be too easy to sink into depression i think, so somehow we must put some other thoughts in place, you can be alone and lonely when surrounded by people .... lost in thoughts they don't understand . It is not easy John when do --gooders think giving a smile and a kind word will make you feel better.it has to come from within at the end of the day :)

[Coyote Poetry]

We had some peace between 1980-2000. Today the word peace, rarely spoken dear Stella. Thank you for reading and the comment.

[Stella Armour]

Always a pleasure to read your writing my friend :)

[Tumi]

when you think about the world and it evil
you will resign
the memories and scars we have defines us
we just have to endure and hope to see the soft part of these evil world

[Coyote Poetry]

If we accept the hateful men. We are part of the problem. I am a old man. What did I leave for my grandchildren? Thank you for reading and the comment. I do appreciate.

[Poetic_Vixen]

Reading your poems I realise, after all those god damn years of evolution, this world just kept finding new ways of being cruel and unfair. Rightly stressed upon the dark truths of the world there my friend.

[Coyote Poetry]

I went to four active war zones as a soldier. Today 16 active war zones. Hard to grasp why we must keep fighting. No-one win in war dear poet. Thank you for reading and the comment.

[Poetic_Vixen]

It's a harsh truth we have to swallow down indeed...

[Coyote Poetry]

We do dear poet.

[Gee]

You gotta keep believing Coyote or what point living eh.
You are never truly alone, you have family, friend and the cafe community ever at your side.
Whisky is probably the biggest depressant out there when taken in to big a doses.
Hope you are keeping well my friend.
Take care

[Coyote Poetry]

I am okay dear friend. Thank you for reading and the comment. I hope and pray we learn. Every life had value.