Where will this road lead us?

A old poem with a re-write.

Where will this road lead us?

Love has became a raging torment in my heart and mind.

I was blinded by disappointment and hate.

Love has forsaken me.

This was the love I knew.

I have tasted it,

tasted it sweetness and

knew the fall from paradise burned the heart and soul forever.

I spend restless nights in one-night stands,

trying to satisfy my hunger with women,

who were forsaken by love also.

I was happy reading at Poetry readings and writing my poetry by the sea alone.

I became the angry poet and

I accepted my place, never to find my angel, my kind love.

My tears had evaporated into the wind

and my heart was cold and lifeless.

I sat at the Monterey Bay.

Wondering what the mystery the sea held about love and sadness.

A beautiful young woman sat with me.

Her long black hair rolling down her back and kind smile asked.

” How are you my Poet?”

I told her I’m well and thanked her for stopping to talk.

She was so lovely.

Her soft and tender voice told me of great dreams and a life full of hope.

She gazed at me sadly and

she whispered to me. I remember when you could overflow a room with laughter.

Your poetry create tears and joy. Where did you go?

I don’t answer or look at her.

I could feel her pity and

I didn’t want to see her gazing at me sadly.

I told her I was forsaken by love and don’t desire to dance again

in the game of love for awhile.

She took my hand.

She told me. We must learn to feel and love. Time is the only cure for a open wound.

You need to fall back into love, body and soul.

The fainthearted need to be bold

and raging mad for love.

This is what separate us

from being dead and alone.

Her soft  brown eyes I could feel looking at me..

She whispered. I was born to love you only.

I waited till your heart had  time to heal.

Love is tender, generous and can break your spirit.

She kissed my forehead and face and

she raised me up from the sand.

She gave me a long and tender kisses.

Brought my body close to her and

she whispered.

“We will see where the road will lead us my Poet.

Must open the door to love and passion.

To know you are alive.”

I walked with my hand in her hand, with a kind woman on a Sunny day by the sea.

Walls of fear were fading away.

I looked to the Pacific and

I did a silence prayer of thankfulness to the sea.

        Coyote

        1992

Author's Note

Thank you for reading.

Reviews

[AYVID N]

The roads may not lead anywhere but sometimes the journey is enough.
We need to give ourselves time to heal and feel unconditional love.
I loved the happy ending in this poem. The walls of fear fell and the poet felt alive and reassured again. Blessed by the great sea.
It's awesome to read you today!

[Coyote Poetry]

Thank you dear Divya. I was very lucky. I was station in Monterey, California after the war in 1992. Big Sur and Monterey. Utopia.

[AYVID N]

You are welcome, dear friend. Keep sharing your amazing life experiences.