I called you from Monterey. I told you
the sea is so beautiful. The Pacific ocean sings to me, bring me hope. I
drink coffee all day. I drink the California wine in the night. I sit
in the places where Hemingway found some kind of peace. Monterey is so
beautiful. Please come live with me, near the sea. We could drink wine
in the early morning and watch the sunrise. I need your beautiful face
to see. Dear Julie told me. "Baby, you can't run away things left
behind. I won't come to California honey. I will wait for you here in the
four seasons of our home in Michigan. I love you my Johnnie. Come home
soon."
I called you from Austin, Texas. I told you the days are
hot. I can Texas two-step and the people in Texas are cool. They love
to dance and drink. Celebrate being alive. A lot of work for you here in
Texas. Winter is easy and we can roam the old cities. Go to San Antonio
to talk and drink some coffee my Julie. They love my poetry here. You
would Texas my love. Please come and live forever with me in Texas.
Dear Julie told me. "I love you Johnnie. Texas is too damn hot for a
Michigan girl. I like my Summer days warm and the nights cooler. You can
write your words here with me in Michigan. We can begin a life and you
can quit running from dead brothers and regret. I'm here waiting for you
and the Fall is here. The trees are colorful and beautiful. I wish you
would come home. The road don't need you no more. If you need me. I'm
here waiting for you in Ann Arbor. It is time to come home my Johnnie.
I
called you from Fort Steward, Georgia. I told you the Georgia
coastline is God's country. The people are kind and the cities are
beautiful. I drive every weekend to the Atlantic sea. I have been
suicide boarding the Winter storms. You would love the sea. Florida is
two hours away. We could drive to Daytona. Drink the good beer and dance
on the beach like kids again. I need you here with me Julie. I'm
falling apart again. I need your smile and kind words near. Please come
to Georgia. Dear Julie told me. "Been five years. You volunteered for
every war and re-enlisted for more time. Johnnie, I like my life the
same. Same house, same coffee and my family near. If you can't stop
running. I can't be your yearly stopover anymore. I need you here with
me in Ann Arbor. The Spring is here. The flowers are blooming and the
tree are alive and strong. Please Johnnie, come home to me before you
forget me my love.
I called Julie from Honduras. I told her. I'm
so far away. I'm sorry my Julie. I have loved you for 20 years. You are
right my love. I'm looking for the wrong things. I know you are my only
sweet touch in my life. Time for you to give-up on me. You are sweet as
honey and I can't stay too long anywhere. I'm running from the devil.
Julie was crying and told me. "Traveling fool. I don't know how long I
can wait. I planted my flowers and sang songs to you. I need you here,
but baby. You must decide. To fight your wars and demons or come home to
me."
I told Julie. I love you and thank you. You are my only
gentle touch in a life going to hell. I knew she was crying. She knew I
wasn't coming home the same. I didn't call dear Julie no-more. Letters
came for awhile. She got marry and I got drunk in 40 countries. I tell
the young Soldiers. Stay home and hold on to the sweet hearts waiting.
Don't be a dumb-a*s like Johnnie.
The beauty in this journey is the stubborn love involved on both ends. It bled with emotion, you could hear the pleas on both ends and the bitterness as it concluded.
Small note, you have dropped an e on "here" in the first stanza.
Great write,
-Carrie.
Posted 9 Years Ago
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9 Years Ago
Thank you Carrie for reading and the help. I do appreciate.
Very very romantic.
Two people who love and need each other, one who feels the need to roam explore a little before settling down and the other remaining loyal and patient. So lovely.
Posted 9 Years Ago
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9 Years Ago
Thank you for reading and the comment. I do appreciate.
Some people were not eant to be together. THere are roamers, and those who stay at home. They may need each other, yet they can't be with each other. Sweet, sad poem.
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9 Years Ago
Thank you Marie. You are right. Took me 36 years to settle down. Still, regret of things missed leav.. read moreThank you Marie. You are right. Took me 36 years to settle down. Still, regret of things missed leave me with a sad heart.
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