Behind the Smile

Cause I don't know what I should do now

When I've exhausted all I know how

Still all of my efforts, they fail me

Leaving me broken and empty

I can't go on, half living this life on my own

Cause I'm hiding behind this smile

No, I haven't come out for awhile

See there is this place so empty inside me

I keep hiding behind this smile

There must be someplace warmer than here

Because my teeth just chatter and I live in fear

But every attempt I attempt just impairs me

Leaving me broken and empty

And I can't go on, half living this life on my own

Cause I'm hiding behind this smile

No, I haven't come out for awhile

See there is this place so empty inside me

I keep hiding behind this smile

Cause no I'm not okay

No, I'm not alright