Love Made Me Something

Wrote a few days ago.

I sit here, and my mind starts racing...

Why does the clock not move?

A million miles an hour, a thousand words a second...

So many emotions at once.

As I sit and recall the nightmares of my past,

how they made me bleed,

how they cut like glass...

I see now, they're where they should stay,

because life goes on,

and they made me who I am today.

Every insult, every glare

Every time that I was scared,

Every tear drop, every scream

Every motion that haunts my dreams...

I am saved by my lover,

Because he made me a mother,

And I need to be better for my kid.

I am saved by his stength;

he wraps around me like a blanket.

He holds me close when I have an attack,

tells me it will be alright.

"No one will ever hurt you again,"

he looks me in the eye and says this,

and no percentage of me thinks he is lying.

He wipes my tears when I start crying,

and makes me laugh when I think

that I am broken, that I can't even smile.

He pushes me when I need it,

and I know that it's tough love,

that it's not out of spite, or of anger.

My mind slows down...

I used to be alone at night, close my eyes,

and dream of the perfect man.

I need not dream anymore,

because I am already his.

We were lost souls,

drowning,

drowning,

into a sea of depression,

thinking that all hope was lost.

But in the midst of that sadness,

we found each other,

and discovered true love.

All my pain led me to you...

I learned that everything happens for a reason,

And I regret nothing,

because I finally found someone that makes me feel

like I am something.

Reviews

[Malister Mikey]

I really like this one because I can relate to it till, I meet my fiancee I was such a miserable person and she saved me from drowning like he did for you. Great job