Really it's a prologue....A Chapter by CarolynLewisPoePrologue: Do You See My Mask, or Me? She wasn't like too many girls. She wasn't really normal, although that's what she wanted to be the most. To have friends, to say she knew them for all her life, to have a guy that loved her for her, to be stable and secure and never wear a mask...but she wasn't normal, she didn't have friends that she knew, she would never be stable and the mask was glued to her face. It seemed "the Big Man Upstairs" didn't want to listen, or was too busy to fool with a girl so utterly messed up like she was. So, she went about her days masquerading, being one person for this peer, telling him lies she couldn't keep and going to the next with a new lie or broken promise. She tried to please everyone and she hated being the source of a wrong, a hurt or a fight...she tried not to cause any disruption, but felt like she was a mistake and she didn't want to make anyone hate her anymore... any more than she felt they already did.
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Added on June 13, 2009 Last Updated on August 19, 2010 AuthorCarolynLewisPoewouldn't you like to know! ;p.....AboutHi. I'm Carolyn Lewis Poe on here. I have c h o s e n that pen n a m e because they a r e the combined n a m e s of some o f my favorite w r i t e r s, Carolyn Keen, a u t h o r of the N a n c y Drew .. more..Writing
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