JOURNAL OF A MODERN SLAVEA Poem by Carlo LazzariPoetry about modern slaveryDedication This poetry is dedicated to modern slaves. Refugees and new slaves are silent witnesses of our world. Close to us yet invisible presences. Deliverers of a great richness and new values for our lives.
JOURNAL OF A MODERN SLAVE
Monday, February 2017
I hear children who are loved and cuddled As pearls inside their families. I hear about mothers who sing to their babies And rejoice full of love and admiration.
I hear about men who dance with their wives Under the moon when it also embraces the dark ocean In the summer evenings, when the grasshopper Teases the pine trees protecting the emerald cost.
I hear about elderly men who sit together With chants and novel wines in the Plaza Searching in their mind beloved memories, Warmed in their heart by forgiveness.
Tuesday, February 2017.
I hear about joyful dogs, lazy cats, The birds and the butterflies, and the trees And the wind blowing into the pinnacles Of the ruined cathedral at the priory.
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When the silence and the darkness Appear, they cross my window. Down in that smelly cellar of prison and fear Few hours of rest and then Back in the fields, just outside tormented towns.
Wednesday, February 2017
In my nightmares that travel in the boat Floating on an ocean of desperation and freedom Burned by sun and thirst, frozen by cold and rain Death as salvation, life as desperation.
My hands are so aching. They bleed For stress and labour. My mind, my liberation, Rehearsing Archimedes while picking tomatoes. Sweating under the shouting of my masters.
Thursday, February 2017
Desperation mixed to trigonometry, Poverty and fear mixed to algorithms. A probabilistic future into these filthy clothes That never change. Once engineer. Now slave.
And while my tears turn into despair Kepler whispers me in my planetary agony Resting on a putrid matrass while digesting Unchangeable beans and sausages.
Damn! Can’t be true!
Friday, February 2017
The watch already Turns into five in the morning. No time for memories. Just rehearsing my grandfather’s chants.
Saturday, February 2017
I am ready again To move this sinister Globalisation While ingrained into the cogwheels Of this unexplainable And faking reality.
Happy and shouting children out of my window Pirouetting around Darwin’s statue, There, in Chestnut Square, Number 8, While evolved rats feast with my matrass In this life of agony, in this basement of seclusion.
Sunday, February 2017
The week turns finally into its endless conclusion Ageless bells from the cathedral accompany Happy families and joyful children Cherished by a compassionate pastor.
One day of freedom, one day of liberation. My master at the local betting shop. I take my way to the small chapel, Lighting a candle to Saint Joseph, A worker like me. Courage, Endurance and Love.
My last thought to my children somewhere And to my wife perhaps slave as me. My last glimpse at the moon’s beans Crossing my window to reflect ominous shadows.
My mind is now weak, I can’t longer say what is true and what is not What is hope and what is despair I bleed internally, in my soul, in my life Is this the end? Or the beginning?
Saying goodbye to life
My wife taken, My children escaping into the bushes I’m exhaling my strength… Slowly… Softly… Leaving this world… Finally, that whisper from my grandpa: ‘S…l…e…e…p M…y D…e…a...r S…l…e…e…p S…o…f…t….l…(y)’.
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