Around the BendA Poem by CarewI
I wake in fear, To stare at my reflection, Confused at what I see. I need to leave. I gather my needs, And venture into an unknown. As I exit the house, My hair stands on end, As if something is watching around the bend, Of the street turn. I pause to look, Seeing and feeling, Nothing. With a shudder and a shrug, I enter the car, With no plan, Only to travel far.
II
I drive and drive. Stuck in a numbing thought. Or was it nothing? Just a daze? Like when on a road, Driven thousands of times? The thought drove a flicker of craze… Snapped out of my own mind, I come to find, Myself lost. Maybe that’s how it should be? I continue on. Maybe I’ll just go west? As if a response, “Hotel California” On the radio. I need to be free, So that is where I’ll be me. I know my destination. Without caution, I speed down the highway. It’s an eternity. Or is it an instant? I can’t tell. I just know I made it. West.
III
I’m tired. But wired. I drive and find a hotel. Magnificent. I enter and ring the bell. Nothing. Again. Nothing. I hear a whisper. I turn and kiss her. I open my eyes. Nobody. Did I imagine… “Sir?” I turn to see a man with a peculiar look. He opens a book. He writes my name and room number. Did I talk to him? He gives me a key, Tells me to flee. Strange. Did I mishear? I take the key, And walk to my own den. Exhausted. Confused. But I fall asleep.
IV
I wake to a constant beep. And a crash! I jump in a rush. I find the source. A woman. Familiar. I spring into action. Lift her up and carry to a bed. She wakes and sees me. We both turn red. “Thank you.” I smile. Did my heart skip? She smiled back. I have a strong feeling. Of familiarity. Confidence. Love? We talk and understand. Still her attention I craved. Suddenly a scream. A yell. Silence. Fear grips me like a vice. Yet my feet carry me to the sound, And she follows. Together, we explore.
V
Around the corner, I see the clerk, Looking at me. Imploring. Without warning, He was gone. The sounds. Oh god. The sounds. Terror. I look to the woman, And I see my reflection, But with a resolve. We creep forward, Toward a keyhole. I look in, Like into a soul. I see a creature. Monster. It stops and turns. Fear. It burns. Run. I grab the woman’s hand. As we round the bend, I hear the fiend. We run as one, Survival as our goal. But it was not a solitary ghoul. Another. And another. Our hands together in a vice-grip. We run. I see the entrance. Salvation. We go through the doors and jump. My hand is empty. I turn in air. NO! All I see is her hair. Fear, Anger, Hate, Grief, All grip me. I break.
VI
I wake. Screaming. Movement beside me. The woman. My love. She kisses me, And I fall back into slumber.
I wake. Wait…She’s gone. Is something wrong? I sleep.
I see the clerk. Alive and well. He’s talking to a bell. Strange. I hear a whisper and try to turn, But my body is stiff. My arms around me. I am mildly concerned. I fall asleep.
I wake, To see white. And a whisper. I turn. Nothing. Another. Turn. Nothing. Another. What is happening?
I fall asleep, Only to wake and see, The monster above me. © 2023 Carew |
StatsAuthorCarewDurham, NCAboutI've been writing on and off since I was in middle school for a language arts assignment. I will be posting those early ones first so you can see the evolution of my writing. more..Writing
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