No Name

Threw my emotions out there in a big ball of mess. Enjoy

Every now and then

I begin my circling.

With nothing but the hate in a carousel of agony.

Slowly my mind fades and my heart starts vanishing.

Then suddenly I see

that I'm trapped here in my grief.

Running from the grasp of my own captivity.

With nothing but the pain of losing my identity.

To tell me who I am,

Who I was,

Uncertainty.

Till I can no longer break free

from my own fated destiny.

Maybe its a dream

Maybe nothing else is real.

But it wouldn't mean a thing

If I told you how I feel.

Tired of all of the things

that have eaten me alive.

Trying to break away and be free,

sadly there is no place to hide.

Nothing good can come from this.

If I make another move, there'll be no turning back.

Once everything's in place, it will then fade into black.

Will there ever be a place for the broken light to glow?

Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay? or should I go?

I've forgotten how to tell.

Did I ever really know?

Can I make another move?

Will this step undo the ties?

Or is this just a game?

Am I falling for more lies?

If I find a way to change, will it be towards the light?

Nothing will be the same

Soon fading in white.

                    

                       ~A_Nightmares_Captivity