I don't

I'm not happy, and I'm not sad.
I'm not joyful, tho I'm not depressed.
I don't feel lost, yet I don't know where I am.
I know where I'm going, but I don't have a way to light the path. 

I don't feel alone, yet alone I walk.
I don't feel left, but gone she went.
I'm not heartbroken, tho I have shed blood.
I haven't been shattered, yet in peaces I lay. 

I don't see memories, yet I live them every day.
I don't hear old voices, tho they echo around me.
I don't feel old cuts, but pain is burned on my arm.

I don't know where I am, but I can see where I'm going.
I just don't know.