Bottled emotions and alcohol primer

3-15-09 written about what i experienced at a st patties day party

Bottled emotions, and alcohol primer

has never affected me this way
I had to leave you all behind
left into the cold to chill the rage smoldering
behind hazel eyes
coming up out of the pit
I use to bury my feelings
pushed down forcefully,
when ripped back up
they tremble my soul
and awaken the beast
normally chained in place
but my defenses were weakened by

Bottled emotions, and alcohol primer

Amongst the partying last night
something scary happened
no one could see the beast
but I assure you he was lurking
I learned it was alive in high school
and I have taken many steps to keep it at bay
coming out suddenly at times
I just have to run away
to keep you safe
last night it half unchained itself
at the sights I witnessed
while dealing with

Bottled emotions and alcohol primer