I really just don't know why;
I've chosen to stay with you.
You have pushed me away,
Yet I pulled us both through.
I wish upon the stars tonight,
I wait for things to get better.
I know it's a waste of time,
But I've wrote you this letter.
You don't have to browse it,
Because you may not find.
What you've wanted to seek,
Because I've left that behind.
I can't be apart of your life,
Because secrets were untold.
I wish feelings could change,
And the world could unfold.
But I've got no more control,
Over the way this life goes.
You're just a memory now,
And this sadness still shows.
One day I will look back here,
And I'll see what I've done.
I've ended the pain-filled us,
And I'll know that I've won.