Without tears

i lay here just thinking.

I layed up in my bed last night feeling numb as can be
no tears fell from my eyes my vision was clear to see
but the thoughts of you lingered aimlessly in my mind
I couldn't eat or sleep its as if I was frozen into time

We been together so long and this is another of those "times"
where one became two with a love so far behind
For many years we both put up with each others pain
and now we both realized theres nothing left to gain

We said our peace for the last time and this one stabbed like a knife
its finally time to close the curtain and say goodbye to our life

No more yelling and screaming, threatening each other we will leave
Not another day of sadness from all the times of deceive
You went your own way, and deep down I knew you would
I just hoped you'd change for the better, for us I thought you could

So last night when I layed in a bed all alone
I looked around the house that we shared as a home
and even though I could not cry, I wished I still had tears
to help me cope with this feeling and to say goodbye to all our years.

Author's Note

i lay here thinking how much i miss you