Memories

so many theres no way to do it

I hope you understand,
where I'm going with this.
Writing down all those special things,
like how it feels without you here.

My minds filled with all the memories.
Lately, I've been lost.
I don't know where to go from here.
Trying to face my fears.
I try to let go, but I keep looking back.

I'm not going to lie,
it hurts to look at the past and just let go of all that.
That's why I always turn back around,
I don't have the strength to let go,
of someone like you.

No hard feelings, no one to blame.
Just two people that don't feel the same.
I know you've moved on,
and I should do like you.
Yet In still here broken, and fading away.

It's finally hit me
Take a look at yourself in the mirror.
You'll see it to,
waking up at three in the morning.
Going to lay back down,
crying my self to sleep.
Well, I'm no longer go to weep.
It's all over,
never looking back on all of this,
ever again.

Author's Note

what do i need to do?