May

why cant it just go back..

There are clouds
wrapping
around a luminous sun.
I can make out
struggling
rays through the teardrops and rain puddles.

The inconsistent beat of water meeting water.

I don't
get it.
How could such a beautiful girl
be so sad?
I would get out my umbrella but it may strike her
as
indifference.
I just,
I miss the days
basking
in her sun.
What happened to those moments,
of yellow birds, and turning stomachs.
Care
Free
Love
I miss the sun.
The oppressive and liberating sun.
Don't you dare call this contradiction.
You oxy
Moron.

Author's Note

Its not going to happen...